I don’t know what to say
I don’t know what to think
You may be well aware
That I’m tired of these things
I like to spend my time alone
But I’m dying for your company
Past experiences have shown me
That no matter what
you’ll never ask for me
I’ve been staying away for quite a while
Thoughts make me feel like I’m exiled
But if I feel you feel that way
That feeling would be another mistake
And yes truly a thing of shame
Loving someone who never felt the same
Slowly she fades away
But my heart always refuses
Words say that I’ve moved on
God I hate these vile excuses.