And then I found, who I really was. All I was till today, was not myself, it was a puppet doll, dancing for the audience. But now I feel glad, joyous and pretty happy.
I don’t need to hold back anymore, I just have to float, swiftly. Swim when I want to, drown when I want to, never looking for the shore. I have escaped the monster strong grip of the ropes that had held me for so long, and now I’m levitating, in a universe which has been created completely by me.
I have reached to a place where the fangs of anxiety and depression can never clasp me. I have reached to a place where I can look into myself, explore me from within, reach out to every hidden corner of my soul, and bring out every mysterious and precious treasure lying deep inside, untouched and unnoticed. I have reached to a place where I can finally feel proud of my being, where I can realize that I’m not just a speck of dust, I am much more. I am beyond the reach of something that makes sense. I am an everglowing sparkling light, laying dormant in the shadows of trillions. I have reached to a place where fear is nowhere to be found, where sanity is extinct, where madness is a religion, and where you find only straight lines, no tiny circles.
So this is a farewell to the pathetic past, just in case you’re hoping for something, hear this out, because now I say it, loud and clear, ‘I’m never coming back’.